What I Need
Have you ever tried to buy a gift for someone who seems to have everything they need ... and want? It's a real dilemma! Over the years I've received a handful of gifts - greatly appreciated but neither needed nor wanted. We become anxious about many things, and one such thing is what we "think" we need. I am not too far removed from a season of life when I regularly confused what I wanted with what I actually needed! In His earliest teachings, Jesus speaks to our battle with anxiety immediately after telling us we cannot be devoted to both God and "stuff" ... "Therefore I tell you, stop being worried or anxious (perpetually uneasy, distracted) about your life, as to what you will eat or what you will drink; nor about your body, as to what you will wear. Is life not more than food, and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow [seed] nor reap [the harvest] nor gather [the crops] into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?" (Matthew 6:25-26 AMP). When Mister Bill and I moved several years ago, we had the task of going through forty-five years worth of stuff; during those [roughly] twenty trips to the landfill, it became a spiritual exercise in understanding the difference between ... want and need. God is the perfect Father: He knows exactly what we need and He is altogether willing and able to provide that need. It really comes down to just how much we really trust Him. Jesus sums it up for us in Verses 33-34: "But first and most importantly seek (aim at, strive after) His kingdom and His righteousness [His way of doing and being right - the attitude and character of God], and all these things will be given to you also. So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." There's peace and contentment in giving God my wants and trusting Him with my needs. He knows ... what I need.